In a couple of days it will be April which means only 3 more months to go and from what I hear those are going to be even harder than the second trimester. Its okay. I can handle it. I know I can. I'm not saying there won't be any tears or frustrations or questions about what the hell is happening to my body NOW but I will live. Is it obvious I am talking myself through this?
**Side Note** I hope everyone that ran the GA ING yesterday had a wonderful race! I am so jealous you ran like gazelles and had what I consider good running weather. So far all of my peeps had awesome times! I'll see you all next year :)
**End Side Note**
While pregnancy is a wonderful miracle there are so many things women don't talk about and I now understand why. I won't go into those details but frankly, I'm over leaking, not sleeping, crying, feeling alone even when I'm not and now I'm missing my feet. Oh feet. Who knew I would actually miss my feet? I can't see those cute flats I purchased and they are totally worth seeing.
Thankfully all of those feelings go away as soon as I feel Girl Tot move. I am so excited little Alexis is growing like a weed, kicking, punching and moving all of the time. When she is silent I yell into my belly, give it a little jiggle and ask "where are you? what are you doing"? Jason thinks I'm nuts but I miss her when she is quiet. I have already imagined what her personality will be like. I think she will be strong willed, opinionated and super smart with a wicked sense of humor. Okay, so I may be a little biased but I can dream. She's mine!
Look at Girl Tot working at 26 weeks! She's so busy...